i stay up late and think about the what if’s, the endless scenarios…and wake up with a sad heart.
sometimes all we need is a good letter…to say goodbye or simply just to say hello!
‘’I’m going to figure out what that really is.”
‘’You know how people cling to words, words sugar coated with false hopes…Yes promises. I hold on to every promise you made. I wrapped my life around it but now that we’ve reached the end of us. I’m going to figure out what that really is.”
“I mean, it’s stupid to miss someone you didn’t even get along with. But, I don’t know, it was nice, you know, having someone you could always fight with.”
“It’s funny how we always end up fighting and still not hate each other. It’s the comfort that we give each other that made me think that maybe there was something for us, that maybe there was more to our relationship that what we took it for. I miss getting flustered with your insane thoughts and refusal to take vitamins. Yes I miss you but most of all I miss the what could have been.”
“The Good Morning, Good Nights, and the occasional virtual Kisses”
“The road we chose to travel started with “Good Morning” then as we traversed cybernetic roads we greeted the dawn with “Good Night” and as we approached our destination we reached a stopover and shared sweet nothings and faux kisses…then somewhere in between we lost our way”
“The things you struggle with today are things you choose to struggle with.
Because you believe that what you want to accomplish, is worth struggling for.”
“Yes you were my struggle. It was painful and tiring. The journey through your heart required me to lose self-love but because I believed that your love is the only thing worth loving. I grew to hate myself as I grew to love you more. Now I have nothing. ‘’
“Looking back often brings sweet memories and transfixes smiles on our faces. There’s nothing sweeter than a Hi from someone you’ve grown to like. Yes I didn’t like you at first, but after a dozen of hi, hellos, and stupid nothings, my heart learned to soften for you. But now we are left with awkward HI’s and nothing. Hi. It’s a short simple word, but that’s how love starts and what signals bitter good byes.”
Because I am sad and heartbroken let me do this, Now till I’m better or no longer bitter…
*the gif, photos,and quotes It’s not mine…but I say thank you for those who came up with it. Thank you coz when I fail to find the exact words to say I have them and boom! That’s exactly how I feel.
Neil Gaiman (via everyonehastheirstorytotell)